Johnny whitley

I am hearing impaired. I became sick and almost died at age 3 by spinal meningitis. Lost 100 percent in my right ear and lost 80 percent in my left. Not only lose sense of hearing but lose of sense of picking up word and memory. Wear hearing aid at high volume to 10. Didn’t help. Playing guitar near my left ear with hearing aid without read my fingers and wires are hard to following up. Add some speaker to it might help but I haven’t try. I have been listening to music, sound were beautiful but can’t pick up words that were saying. It depresses me.